Changing Mode

I have achieved some of the things which I have always wanted to be ........

Some of the achievements that I have got was with a lot of support from loved ones and friends but

I always never really cared about self appearance. There were few times I tried, when I see some results I'll be on cloud 9 and never really bother about it again.

But now since I came back, I wanted to be a different person. I wanted to pamper myself. I started take note of my appearance and working my way about it.

Every time the changes occurs it boosts my self confidence. I know I can do it, and I would not have done it this far without you Anni.

I know I have let you down a few times before but this time I'll surely prove it that 'I can do IT!'.

It was very hard for first few days with the new set of routines but it is not now. Reaching the first milestone is kinda having butterflies in the stomach :)

Soon I'll be there and the family will know that I'm NOT the same old Hinthu they have known for past 28years :)

The time will come when the invisibility will wash away and will be noticed.

Live up the spirit and look forward!

There are so many types of characters we meet everyday in our life.

You will be surprised that some characters are very cheeky and mischievous. They might have very charming and sensible personality yet they can be double faced.

At times we can be deceived by these characters with their personality.

But this is not the end of life when one does that to us. Take it as a passing cloud and move on....

Live up the spirit and look forward.

There are people whom more worth it in this world!!!

You are at lost and NOT ME!!!!

I never asked for something which is out of my capability.

I only asked for some piece of mind and to be cherished, loved.

And yet some take it for granted, this annoys to the max.

Every time I step forward to reach out there's always a hand which pulls me down.

I have tried many times to strive and fight back. Guess I still have some courage left.

The courage given by my loved ones and friends helped me when am doomed in darkness.

I'm who I am and you better get it into your mind. I'm not some random human which you can think of. I not gonna let go my pride in any consequences.

Well, you missed a professional, cultured, modern yet a traditional person.

You are at lost and NOT ME!!!!

Lame...

Its been close to 4 mths in new place...and things here are so much.... I cant get the right word..
everyone is on their own....from inside I feel like I'm alone not as an organization....
the bond between the team is missing and everyday seems like very hard....
its just so dissapointing when u dont feel a whole....

Hope things change over here.....looking forward for a change...

After a long Time

Well after so much of nagging here and there, I decided to come and scribble....
I have finally made my decision on what I want and where I wanna go.....
Today, I let it go finally and I feel so free......

The place where I gained so much skills both soft and technical, memories and not to forget friends....too long the name list would be if I were to write it down.....Everyone is very precious in their very own way....you guys will be on my mind...gonna miss this team and the gang......

Simply....

I'm here loitering in the office....nothing much to do.
It has been said May onwards will be hectic, but till May, what am I suppose to do.
This is a question I've been asking myself since January.

Hopefully would have work as been told before. Sitting in the office doing nothing is
so, irritating and frustrated. Hope this will end soon.

After a Long Gap....

Well, I was trying to write something all this while but I went blank, didnt know what to write. Honestly, I didnt realize my last post was in November.
I always see my neighbour Laila, always update her blog and I go "What she's writing and mean while I do not have anything to write" so the time passed by with me thinking what to write....

well, it's towards end of April now. Gosh, time flies so fast, 2009- mid year is coming. At work, having not much of work. Only tranining and e-learning, which bores alot. Hoping to have something to do in May. I use to dream of working during collage. thought that working would be fun. When I entered the working-hood, I knew that studying was the fun part of life. I would give anything to get that particular life back. So much responsibilities to meet up with plus commitments in life. Still learning the circle, ups and downs of life.

So many things to be achived this year. Hope I'll get it done by end of the year.
Everything is in the to do list, but getting it done is another tuff task. Hope I'll have anough will power to get it done by end of the year.

hmmm, i think that's all i could write. Hopefully I could keep my blog updated. huhuu...
adios amigo.....