Simply....

I'm here loitering in the office....nothing much to do.
It has been said May onwards will be hectic, but till May, what am I suppose to do.
This is a question I've been asking myself since January.

Hopefully would have work as been told before. Sitting in the office doing nothing is
so, irritating and frustrated. Hope this will end soon.

After a Long Gap....

Well, I was trying to write something all this while but I went blank, didnt know what to write. Honestly, I didnt realize my last post was in November.
I always see my neighbour Laila, always update her blog and I go "What she's writing and mean while I do not have anything to write" so the time passed by with me thinking what to write....

well, it's towards end of April now. Gosh, time flies so fast, 2009- mid year is coming. At work, having not much of work. Only tranining and e-learning, which bores alot. Hoping to have something to do in May. I use to dream of working during collage. thought that working would be fun. When I entered the working-hood, I knew that studying was the fun part of life. I would give anything to get that particular life back. So much responsibilities to meet up with plus commitments in life. Still learning the circle, ups and downs of life.

So many things to be achived this year. Hope I'll get it done by end of the year.
Everything is in the to do list, but getting it done is another tuff task. Hope I'll have anough will power to get it done by end of the year.

hmmm, i think that's all i could write. Hopefully I could keep my blog updated. huhuu...
adios amigo.....

What does LIFE really means????

I dunno why? and how?....I feel it is an open ended question. Which may have various types of answers from alot of us. Which is true.

For some Life is an opportunity, for some Life may be like eating a piece of cake, For some life is horrible.....it all depends on how an indivial takes it. Life is always full with challenges, dramas, chaos and etc.

To achieve something one may have to sacrifice alot in their life, some may even achieve by just snapping the fingers. Some live life easy and for some living a life is so difficult.

The topic can go on and on and on......I wish I could write more, but, my eyes are too tired....hehe
You can have a thought on this topic and write something on your board........

Just Another Day

Lemme see.....Today everything seem to be fine. Nothing is new. Just that the network in MAS is slow and it take ages to open a misrable e-learning page. After lunch didnt even bother to look into it.

I have a question....does eating carrots everyday harm u ? read some medical documents on it...Still not sure it has its pros and cons.....

been chatting wit Sara and Kas......Sara is complaining she's bored and wants us to come back and give her some company.......chill Sara, we'll be coming soon, but the thing is we dont knw when....
have a big '?' in our head... Kas as normal we updated each other's gossips...:P .... Nisha wasnt there as there was a client visit......anyhow, she'll be updated soon.....Amira started her development task in the project...she's kinda nervous.....

I think tht's all.......hopefully the evening will be wonderful, nothing comes up and screwup my mood......adiozzzz

After a Long Break

After a Long Break
I'm not sure why I didnt update. It didnt click my mind about the blog :P Hmmm.... in this 3 mth's period nothing has changed drastically...
On Friday I came to GDC, after so long, stepping foot in GDC, felt so different. Only those whom have been Onsite will know what I felt......Something funny happened when I scanned my ID. When I placed my thumb at the bioscript machine after flashing the ID, I couldnt get through.... haizzz.. I did it for a number of times.Finally the guard opened the door for me...went to the guard and explained tht I couldnt use my card and I dunno why...he referred me to the receptionist, I had to explain to her that I'm Onsite with client...she told me to go and see Praveen...."Habislah" I thought in my heart *winked*

I walked near ODC1 and called Kasturi out, we're in panrty chit-chatting....I called Siva another person in IMS who helps me on my satyam logins to check on ID. When he flashed the card on bioscript it worked and he told me to place my index finger....GUESS WHT....It was working, my mistake I placed the THUMB....he went "ddee"...AWWWW malunya...ThenI sambung chit chatting wit Kas.....

went to 1st floor disturb Devika and Bala....we laughed till Bala had tears on his eyes...hahaha then went to 2nd floor to meet my scandal partner...Sasi *wink* Met Nisha at 1st floor lobby, wht else the moment 3 of us meet sudah mulah gossip...Met Hafeez, Mira was in a meeting, then Sasi came......soon Baanu and Suma joined...we're talking so loudly I think....:P We didnt bother abt others around us....

Was suppose to back in MDEC bus with Nisha, but then I got dragged along by Hafeez and Amira to go airport to sendoff Mano.....At the airport Mano didnt knw I was cmg along...hehe..he was shocked....to add another one to it....he told me my friend's parents were there too....hmmm...Sarut, my collegemate is Mano's cousin...met the parents and I called Sarut.....Mano was so sad....I think he teared....

The next say we (Hafeez, Mira and Nisha) went to Malacca, it was a sudden planned trip in conjunction with Hafeez's friends wedding....He went for the wedding while we're loitering in Mahkota and Dataran Pahlawan.....we watched mv in the evening arnd 7pm...Quantum of Solace.....later at night Hafeez's friends took us for dinner near Perigi Hang Li Po....Asam Pedas...It was damn tasty...according to his friend, the recipe at that particular shop is diff.....after tht we went to Jonkers Street...more like hot market...most of the things sold was "3 for RM10".....bought some stuffs.....Went to eye on Malaysia but it was closed...finally we took some snap shots with tired and oily faces :P....All were tired but we're happy...we thought the trip was short....planning to go there again....We reached around 3.30AM....Nisha stayed over.....our gossip didnt stop till she went back home nearly 5pm....

I felt like "It was A Weekend to Remember" :P

Ending of July.....
Another month is coming to an end....just like another week to end.....soon will be Aug. Gosh...TIME IS FLYING damn fast....still remember the 2008 New Year...I bet all eltp15 would remember it....we're celebrating it together in the training lab, Satyam GDC....:P....can't forget those old days....everyone making fun of everyone...

Talking abt end of July......THE PAY IS STILL NOT IN!!!!!!.....what's going on???? the sale is on but the pay is not in.....got so many plans this month.....exiciting to go for shopping but it hurts while paying a long bill...:P I think all will be thinking the same...huuhuuhu.....

Sometimes I wonder, what am going to do for the rest of year.....just work????....I don't think i'll be doing the same for another 10 - 15 years.....coz, am bored of the working life....I know that I have been working only for 2 years now...but then...doing the same old routine everyday it's such a bore...what you guys think?? hmmmm......

I need to go for a movie parade....just myself....watch 3 mv a day....and come back... need to release some bad omen in me...*wink*....but dunno when to go...ust cant get time only for myself......just me, with no one...do whatever I want.....go wherever I want.....I'm not sure if I'm asking too much...but I want time for myself...everyday week people plan things for me.....people expects me to be there....and keep things tidy...

It's 2.38pm and I dont have work now........done for the day.....dunno what to do will 6pm....more than 3 hours 2 go......I got no mood for anything....sumtimes I feel real hopeless.....haha...I think am gng crazy......hmm...wondering what else I couldt to value the time that I have......hope fully I'll find sumthing interesting rather than dreaming in office......:P

Life Has to GO ON......

End of work week.....FRIDAY, the day almost all working adult lookout for, a day where school student eagerly waitin.....a day when most college students go partying.....as for me, yes I fall in the category of ppl whom awaits for this very day to come......On Friday, after lunch...very rare that I have work to do.....I'll be expected to read some documents or do some e-learning.....as for me if i do either one for an hour for sure, I'll fall ASLEEP....*wink*... Can't wait for the clock to tick 6pm.....
One of my chat companion on half day.......gosh...i don't really dunno what to do....I've been read a PDF doc entitled "Men are from Mars and Women Are from Venus by John Gray", pretty interesting notations about apposite sexes......I mean men and women....191 pages.....I just been reading about page 15 now...still along way to go......
I wish my life was different that what I am now.....I know that everyone wish just like I do, but then I feel that my life been terrible......I dun hv any good childhood memory that I can think of now....was not close to my family...even till now, I barely knw them personally and same goes to them, they barely know me........As am the eldest...all the blame the younger ones do, comes to me...I dun blame that but then parents should change the way they think....why do they always think a child's behavior has gone bad b'coz of the other siblings and friends......why should point fingers to others? why put blame on other's when you yourself dont know wht's in them? it hurts when u get the blame without knowing what's going on.............Parents should talk to the child as polite they can, befriend them.....I feel the child's behaviour is purely parents' responsibility to nuture since young age........This will bring a dramatic change in ones life........Some of my family thinks I'm arrogant, ego, "kacang lupakan kulit"*forgot the eng proverb...* , what so ever they call me they don't know what I'm gng thru and am sure they are there just to irritate me...I dun want to name them......just had it enuff in my life.....I was made fun that I may not get my degree, most of them disliked when I joined APIIT, coz, it's a private college...on my cuz and his wife supported me.....thanks to him, till today he and his wife are the 2 most great people in my life, when I graduated with good result, Of COURSE I show it OFF to the rest of the family.... So much pain, Just dun want to think of them now.....cant stop the downpour from eyes.....huhuhu...

I'm just frustrated with my life and get rid of this place.......go sum whr there's no one after me.... I have done so much, that I dont think I have more energy...........to carry the burden.....
I'm really hoping to have a good weekend myself.....just me, me and my room....with no one's presence......I need some Peace........Someone out there, will you please help me to get SOME PEACE.................