1.1.2012

1.1.2012.....
A new year... a new beginning.....
Last year has been with lots of ups and down ....
Expecting this year to be full of challenges ....
To start off......I'll be spending the first month of the year in Doha, Qatar....

Adele - Someone Like You

This song has the most meaningful lyrics ....

Someone Like You.....

2011 is ending and 2012 is approaching.....

It has been a year with lots of memories.... 

I welcomed 2011 at Sealine, Doha and this year still unsure where will I be during the eve of New Year...

Would be somewhere in Malaysia....

The first half of the year has been fun...I was away in Doha.....

I grew closer to my team members while in Doha..... 

Each day in Doha was challenging, fun...there were so many things happening around us...

Mom, Dad and siblings as usual with all the feuds.....

Lost a dear uncle of mine on 1st June....wished I had seen him one last time....

His memory is still fresh in my mind....

A friend whom I wasn't sure what he wants....finally he left

A complicated friendship clinging along...... which am not sure where it'll will lead

Catching up with friends and cousins was a routine every week....

I have been working on my appearance since July....
Half way through it now....
Which is one of my resolutions for 2012.....
Looking forward for more challenges and fun in 2012.....
I'm sure I can face it with more courage and cherish every moment with my loved ones :)

Hope things will change soon...

Its been nearly 6 months coming in to work thinking of what to do...
This has to stop somehow, I believe ONE cant be taking own initiative for months to keep up....
Its really frustrating when you dont have anything on the plate for your action...
Hardly 10 emails a day pertaining work, time moves so slow in office
Withought knowing what to do next.....
Worst still when you have people whom are bossy around you!
How long can I cope with this going on!?!?! I need some work ..... need a change..... need a break!
Hope things will change soon as 2012 approaches....

Mr Perfect and Ms Genuine...

Just because you can ask, it doesnt mean you can ask the world!
Try to think that the person you are talking with has got some feeling!
Just be frank of what you want!
And dont potray as the Mr.Genuine....after all the things been said and done!

I didnt say I'm Miss perfect and I'm always right...
I know my grounds very well before I take my lead...
There were times I do commit mistakes....
And feel guilt over it.....
Remember that I'm also a normal human just like you....

Friends .....

I'm sure everyone has friends in their life. There are friends of all sorts. Some will call them so 'called' friends and be with us just get something from us. Once they get their job done, you will not be bothered. It may sound like parasite but that is the truth. 

There are friends whom are just there for timebeing, they leave no good nor bad memories....

There are friends whom are there for you when you are in need. They will be standing by no matter what to be there for you. I'm glad that I have friends like that. 

They are there till now for me and I am for them. No matter what happens you guys have been the dear ones and the closest to my heart...... I do not have to list you in the friends list, You know you are the one....

I'm lucky to have meet you and have you as a friend for all these year. Of course we have had our times when we quarrel, argue, fight.....yet we forget about it the next moment and we'll be giggling away......

Thanks for being such a wonderful dear friend of mine........I hope we can still be the same as we age together....

we age yes but the friendship never :)

You and me...us, we and them....everyone ....

Life is full of ups and downs.....

When are get whatever we want in life we are so happy, at times we forget to say 'Thanks'...

We'll be treating everyone well and always joyful

BUT

When we don't get what we asked for, we'll start being upset at times, saying loads of prayers to make it happen....in desperate situation one may be very cunning and mistreat others....

We do not realize how much can we hurt a person directly and indirectly....

In most occurrence, the person may forgive us but they will never forget what has been said to them or done to them will not be forgotten.

Always think before saying or do anything....you'll never know how hard it'll affect the dear ones around you.....

When we hurt others we never had a thought how would they feel, we never thought from their end....

Always think of what and how we mingle around with rest....have a healthy relationship...

I know its hard to do it.....and we are not perfect...

but we can at least try to minimize it.... cheers...

We, people and things around US....

There are certain things which happens in life which is unplanned, unpredictable....they may leave a lot of memories behind, it can be a good one, bad or nasty ones.

Its up to us on how to deal with it, dwell or cherish it.

We are tied to all actions that occurs among us, tied among other people, tied with environments...

One can't live the life alone, he or she would need some kind of base to live on. Everything that we do might affect the others / surrounding you directly or indirectly.

Always keep that in mind before we do something.....most of the things done cannot be undone.

We fail to keep that in mind. Most of us only care about ownself. Very few cares about others or the surroundings. Its sad that, most of us are educated but act as if we are not. Some act so smart as IF they are the most perfect ones. To be gentle to others you don't have to act smart, just be reasonable, and this would be helpful for many others.

Actions....

I believe every actions has a reaction....

Think wise before taking action on anything, or you may face the consequences.....

There are actions which can be pardoned and some are not!....

Some actions, may break a friendship

Some actions, may break a relationship

and some may end up failing everything to do with life

Most actions are kept as dark secret in life........until unless,

Its been accidentally spoken about......

which can bring great sorrow at times to those whom are involved directly and indirectly......

Think twice before doing anything......

its OK to say No or delay the actions till you are comfortable doing it......

which can save a lot of trouble near future......

IF you have done it, lets hope its been sealed away and never spoken about it......

Sometimes the truth can be ugly for certain individual.

Changing Mode

I have achieved some of the things which I have always wanted to be ........

Some of the achievements that I have got was with a lot of support from loved ones and friends but

I always never really cared about self appearance. There were few times I tried, when I see some results I'll be on cloud 9 and never really bother about it again.

But now since I came back, I wanted to be a different person. I wanted to pamper myself. I started take note of my appearance and working my way about it.

Every time the changes occurs it boosts my self confidence. I know I can do it, and I would not have done it this far without you Anni.

I know I have let you down a few times before but this time I'll surely prove it that 'I can do IT!'.

It was very hard for first few days with the new set of routines but it is not now. Reaching the first milestone is kinda having butterflies in the stomach :)

Soon I'll be there and the family will know that I'm NOT the same old Hinthu they have known for past 28years :)

The time will come when the invisibility will wash away and will be noticed.

Live up the spirit and look forward!

There are so many types of characters we meet everyday in our life.

You will be surprised that some characters are very cheeky and mischievous. They might have very charming and sensible personality yet they can be double faced.

At times we can be deceived by these characters with their personality.

But this is not the end of life when one does that to us. Take it as a passing cloud and move on....

Live up the spirit and look forward.

There are people whom more worth it in this world!!!

You are at lost and NOT ME!!!!

I never asked for something which is out of my capability.

I only asked for some piece of mind and to be cherished, loved.

And yet some take it for granted, this annoys to the max.

Every time I step forward to reach out there's always a hand which pulls me down.

I have tried many times to strive and fight back. Guess I still have some courage left.

The courage given by my loved ones and friends helped me when am doomed in darkness.

I'm who I am and you better get it into your mind. I'm not some random human which you can think of. I not gonna let go my pride in any consequences.

Well, you missed a professional, cultured, modern yet a traditional person.

You are at lost and NOT ME!!!!