Love, Anxiousness.....

When I was first told about you..
I didnt bother much ...
was thinking the family will not agree
and our horoscopes will not match
when I saw your pics in mail ..
I was not keen that much...
when I saw your fb ...
I thought of giving a chance
iIcalled you... and spoke to you
it happened everyday...
and messages on fb..
day by day.... it went on
I knew i liked you without seeing you
but I didnt wanna keep my hopes high...
till our family met in temple...
you came as how I asked you to come...
and when we went out...
we decided to go ahead...
now that all family formalities are over
the date has been decided....
I hope everything will go on as planned
and everyone would be happy
I cant stop thinking about you...
I cant wait to see you next....

Good Bye

The day has come...
Where I have to leave the team, friends...
A place which I have gained knowledge and fun .....
Will be taking up a new role in a different domain....
New tasks awaits while I'll be missing those whom are close in my heart....

Roller Coaster

It has been like a roller coaster ride for pass 4 weeks... Long nights at work, working weekend...
It has been so hard to come to work in the morning as usual when we leave only at 2 or 3am....
Feels like body and brains have been drained out to the max.... the cheerfulness in the team is has reduce tremendously....
Yesterday was the last day of UAT....finally we have some room to breath a little....
working on preparation for Dress Rehearsals and Production Testing....
Hope the GO LIVE will be as smooth as Drop 1.... everyone is looking forward for a smooth deployment :)

Working World.....

It has been hectic since the beginning of the year...

and its mid March'12, time flew so fast and the launch date approaches....

being onsite with clients is indeed a value added experience for me

and my resume....

The client has acknowledge the effort that our team has put it...

but not our own employers...

only words and their promises was never fulfilled.

We end up working our asses, burning the candles throughout the night and 

never got recognized or appreciated......

which brings down our self-esteem...

I know this happens everywhere but somewhere someone needs to change this

at least think from our point of view....you will understand our efforts better

Dilemma....

I'm not sure how I feel......

Feels like want something which I can't clearly tell what is it......

Which leaves me with a lot of question marks in my mind......

There are things which I fantasy about that aren't really going to come true.....

But yet I cant stop thinking about it and you!

At first it was not obvious....but now I can't say that the same....

Looking at the name, chat histories....becoming a routine! 

I know I'm after a shadow and you can't be there for real.....

I wish things were a little different ..... 

Arrggghhhhh..... I need to come over this!.....